Guess whose back.!!

I know i have been away for a while and most of the time i had the writers block, had alot in my mind but didnt know how to express in words..
I was in a confusion state the past couple of months, and blogging is the only way i can release my emotions and seek therapy is come back here, where i feel safe and at ease..
I am still working for the same company that i have bitching and wining in the past entries. Never had the courage to quit, seems like they have wrapped me around their fingers but one day inshallah will have the courage to do that.
i guess am all talk, havent really worked on my goals like losing weight. Apparently feels like i have gained more since summer.Still starving myself to one meal a day plan, which is not working out at all for me. Infact am hungrier, and i get the temptations of eating more calories, then i realised the big mistake i made by consuming all those calories and then discovered bulging . Who was i kidding, i knew that wont last forever, i guess somalis cant tolerate bulimia.. that lasted a weak and quickly got bored with it,..

One goal that i accomplished is, i finally got to meet my cyber pal from ATL after chatting since May. He was everything that i ever imagine he would be. We had an awesome time, the only regret was time would not allow us and his stay was short and he had head back..
Well i hope it works, for i know not alot of long distance relationship work., I am just hoping for the best.

At the moment, its Christmas and am working, i dont care that much. Atleast i know the pay is good and anticipating for a phatter check.Although there is a bad snow storm that has been hitting the midwest for the whole weekend. My only worry is driving home with these severe conditions....Hoping for it to be better by the time ill be leaving..

So thats much of my recap, i know i left alot out... but hope ill get there in my next blog due to my work load am juggling between work and the blog. I have to get my Me time and just write whatever flows from my mind...

till next time.. adios!